i was the first cos we were asked to sing in alphabetical order. obviously adele is first. unless theres aaron? haii. im LIKE... cos this is my very very first performance on stage. as a soloist, as a performer! FIRST. seriously first. now i truly understand why ppl say that usually the first person would always be more nervous, scared, frightened. i almost fainted. cos it was on stage, in front of everyone. i was freaking terrified.. i have NEVER done this in my 18 years of life!
i can tell u, i was shaking when i stepped onto the stage cos i knew THIS IS IT. i was so afriad that the mic might drop cos i was trembling. so i used two hands to hold it instead. might seem funny la, but i didnt dare take the risk if it dropped.
during the song, i kind of forgot the lyrics. TOO NERVOUS. i was like playing jigsaw puzzle for one of the sentences. and i freaking shook my head at that part. i know i SHOULDNT. but it was involuntary action. crap! adele!! i didnt sing my high notes nicely too. my voice was still not warmed up and everything. i realised, after one week of hard work and practicing, i screwed it up myself. and im uber uber disappointed .i did all the wrong things that i shouldnt do. but. gosh!! stage fright is seriously... and like i said, first impression has flown away :( after the song, i almost teared. not cos of the song, but because i knew i put up a bad performance. ):
if only i have another chance! i would have done better. but of cos theres no such thing !
anyway, my vocal teacher sang his song. SUGIE.
then ME! arghhh!
andy! awesome voice. he sang bei pan by gary. nice!
bon!
bowei
brian. e only english song
candice. another great vocalist.
diana
fanglin
jeff
jokko. i enjoyed his performance most, cos he was totally natural. good job!
as u see, the name ends at JO.. so the next half will sing next week. so good for them, cos they got another week to prepare. JIAYOU to e rest ! (:
but well at least the best thing that happened today was receiving honey lime from a good friend. it was a total surprise, as i didnt see it coming. was touched by it. a sincere thanks (:
