went to school, or else i will get shoot! haha. but at least i went there to borrow km's pbf notes. my pbf is dying. like big time. no joke! ): haii. i want to dedicate my time to pbf. but im procrastinating . my goodness. i think cos srsly, too difficult and also cos theres not much time left. tick tock tick tock. but still thanks a lot!
then left school like at 12 plus. ohya. when i was alone at mac, got this man came over to sit on the same table as me. my goodness, his bu huai hao yi face, kind of freak me out . theres really other empty seats which he could have chosen. hai nvm, so stayed for a couple of mins more(so as not to make it obvious), then packed up and left for home. faint.
tuesday - 130410
econs lecture today. kind of looking forward to it. but ended up feeling rather disappointed cos its kind of not beneficial. srsly, we didnt know what points he was trying to drive at. and i purposely wore black cos i heard that he likes to pick on prominent ppl to ask questions. haha. but my goodness, bonson was wearing white and i was sitting beside him. was scared that the lecturer might say : ' the girl sitting beside the guy wearing white, could you please answer my question.' waa then GG. haha.
then irritatingly, km retorted saying : ' he wont use this method to pick on u. he will say the girl with small teeth, could you please answer this qn.' my goodness irritating ! i almmost LOL during lecture. luckily i control it. hahas. but its funny . haha. anw, im like 50% decided that im gg to do sth to my teeth. hmmm. but the pain, im kind of afraid. haii.
anw, listened attentively to the econs lecturer hoping to absorb as much knowledge as possble. btw, got a personal 'lecture/counselling' from bon. rest assured that i'll think it through. i agreed with what he said, but sth in me is stopping myself from doing it. and there are certain things which is not as simple as it is. and there are certain things thats quite difficult for me to explain and help defend for.. i just need a lil more time.
monday - 120410
maths 2 lecture. proud of myself. cos i stayed throughout the lecture, as i was feeling super awake. think cos of the 'coma' i slipped into, the previous day. haha. later then explain. so went to school and studied a while since i was early. studied with a couple of them, then went lecture.
and sth struck me that night. was reading ahjie's blog . and this is what she wrote :
'gossips come and go y'know, and i foresee the consequences, because like a game of telephone charades, the stories WILL get distorted, blown out of proportion. it is a trade of life stories, that are not as unique to ourselves than we actually would like to think, oh they might be untrue, but who cares? those who really care will care enough to find out the truth.. from YOU '
it makes a lot of sense. and this is what my surrounding friends are advising and telling me. how true. but i've to say, this statement of hers really make me try to forget about everything thats happening now. and as advised by many ppl, wait till your true friend comes and find out the truth. cos srsly, i wont bother explaining myself if im not at fault, cos i prefer peace. simple . i dont want trouble so dont create anymore for me. thanks and greatly appreciated. ok. not gg to comment anything related anymore. the above statement explains my stand (:
saturday.sunday - 100410.110410
HAPPY (: awesomely happy.
my student scored a DISTINCTION in his practical exam. my goodness. ahhas. hard work has been paid off ! congrats!
look at his awesome results. comments and grade. to get the overview, just read the last sentence, cos kind of difficult to read the rest of the comments. 'A fine all round performance. Well Done!' (: (: good job. seriously.
zoom in more to his grades. exam piece A: 29/30
exam piece B: 27/30
exam piece C: 26/30
scales : 17/21
sight reading: 16/21
aural : 18/18 full marks!
nice. cos this is the section that i've never gotten a full marks before. so we kept practicing it. made him sing and listen. spot the rhythmic changes and all the directions. in the end, nicely done! ups (:
srsly very proud of him. and this explains to all who asked me , why i want to study and work at the same time. not that im hard up for cash, but its such satisfaction that i derived from them. (: UPS!
then went to study a while. and my hair was srsly in a very cui mode cos just cut it. arghh. really cui. next time i will go back to the original salon at tampines. if not srsly, the outcome is omg. not nice! haii. well, my hair was styled by my friend. with those gel/wax. not used to the texture cos kind of sticky. but well, just let him do it. cos the previous time was not that bad. but i think my hair was so cui that the styling didnt help. depressed with my own hair.then i made my way to long ge's birthday! WEILONG! happy 23rd! (: may ur wish all come true! (:
anyway, please notice the mistake in his actions. ahhas. managed to capture this shot.
hahas. after making his wish, he took the knife to cut the cake, without blowing the candles out! hahas. funny eh! luckily his gf stopped him in time. if not this will be the first time i witness someone cutting the cake first before blowing the candles. haha (: think he's pretty nervous cos of his many awesome friends (:yup. so its like another tcp get tgt session. haha. yup. so after that, cabbed back . alighted ahjie fred and brian . initially wanted to go home, but well, got a call. and after all the discussion, went prawning.
before that, was a big DRAMA. at least for me. i almost fainted in my seats. cos we were supper-ing and i randomly made a comment. not expecting it to come true, but it did! my goodness. my heart almost couldnt take it. still it turned out pretty nice. cos the new friend that i made, hahas, i feel that we can communicate quite well. hahas. and of cos hearing her complains about the past. ahha nice! pretty long story, i shall save this portion of the story in my draft. hahas.
ok anw, it was a super last min decision that we decided to prawn. and it was pretty late that no one could sleep at that time. anyway, look at the orange shirt guy in the water. he scared me. i thought which prawn so big! lols.
the biggest prawn caught by my new friend! nice . but this prawn really really fierce! quite big too!
i srsly didnt dare to hold the prawn. cos it kept flipping around. so this is considered one of the rare shots. haha. i realised at the point of time, im quite brave to even touch it. nice.
ok by the time we're done. its like 7 plus am. wa cui! and i still have lecture at 12 pm. went home to catch an hour nap. and nice enough, i still went for lecture. and amazingly, i felt awake throughout the lecture. from 12pm-6pm! yes on a sunday. my goodness! i dont know how i did it. cos i didnt slp the whole of last night.
e moment i reached home. bathed and stuff, i went straight to bed. i slept like from 7plus pm all the way to monday 9am. 14 hours of sleep. my goodness. i was pretty amazed with myself. slept for so long. ok i did wake up in between like 1am and 4am. but i pretty much went back to sleep cos at such weird timings, i reckon no one to be online. haha. srsly, i wasnt the only one. but its really scary to have slept for that long actually. i think my mum & dad must be thinking that im really tired. haha.
