its an irony how composed/consoling/calm/rational/encouraging when it comes to friends asking me for advices about their problems .
be it friendship/relationship problems or other matters that are of a certain impact.. i can give them such awesome ideas to which they can consider and finally adhere to.
but when 'm the victim of these problems, 'm totally messed up. totally lost . i cant seem to be able to judge properly. cant determine whats right and wrong. worse still, even though i know its wrong, i still willingly and blindly let myself continue walking on this 'wrong' path. accepting all e unfair treatment .
as a victim, 'm losing my sense of direction easily, losing my rationality. i practically lost myself . just letting myself struggle to balance on that thin string.
why?
p.s aint angry when 'm blogging this post. its more of a disheartened food for thought for myself.
